hmms...wish i could juz turn back the time...rite frm the beginning....
when i juz joined PAB...i shud have tell myself not to fall for anyone...
n i wouldn't land myself into tis whole thing....man..wish i could juz
not have feelings for anyone...n continue livin my life happily....i gave
up hope on coi seng cos i found a guy much better den him...but yet
i still wan coi seng's friendship..but it seems hard to get the friendship
tt has gone down the drain...well, now the guy tt i tot could give me a
simple love tt i've been wishing for...had to crush everything up...he
shattered my dreams...my hopes...n most importantly, he shattered tis
heart tt has been broken for the past whole year...y din i see it comin???
y din i see tt he likes sumone else...my gd fren...NOT me...how could i be
so DUMB not to see it through??? n the worst part..y muz he tell me tis
when i strongly believe tt i will continue likin him no matter wat...man..
HELLO!!!! ms ATIQA DEAR!!!! wake up... u're not as pretty as her..u're not
up to her standard...so he will NEVER like u....man..ATIQA...get a life....
get a FREAKIN life...gawd..i hate myself for being so DUMB... so STUPID...
so FREAKIN STUPID...wat a FOOL man...i can't even see tt he likes her????
issit true when u reali love sumone, u tend to onli be aware abt the one u
love??? u dun care abt other things happening...maybe its true....but den
again, maybe i will never ever fall in love..cos im sick n tired of caring abt
others tt dun even care....i need a break too....i wanna stop chasin after the
guy i like...n instead...i wish tt he will come up to me...one day...but when will tt
day be??? i will never noe...