Here's a story of a girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She also had a secret crush
A little boy who talks to much
And i'm standin in the crowd
And when you smile i check you out
But you don't even know my name
You're too busy playin games
And i want you to know
If you lose your way,
I wont let you go
[CHORUS]
If i cut my hair
If i change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If i bite my lip
If i say hello
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
To get you to notice me
Got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when you're comin down
I don't mean to sink your ship
Its not about the scholarship
And all my friends who follow you
They tell you things that
just ain't true
I'm the girl you havnt seen
I'm the one you really need
And oh, dont get me wrong
You better make your move
before the moments gone
[CHORUS]
I'm not like the rest
I just dont care if you're the best
You see its all the same to me
Just be who you are with me
oh, its all the same to me
And oh, dont get me wrong
You better make your move
Before the moments gone
[CHORUS]
To get you to notice me
sheesh..dun ask me wat's wit the song..i juz heard it..
got addicted to it i guess...but its nice...n has a nice meanin
to me...so like the story of my life..hehehe... me n danny...
wow. wat a surprise mann. nth of tat sort was expected. WOW.
aite.must be thinkin wat im WOW-ing for eh. nay, juz sth abt ...him?
well. wat a day. unbelievable day. i would say. who wld expect it man.
well. kinda naive. like some ppl mite say. but heck...
well. here it goes...
all began after sch. was havin lunch break b4 VE. hangin out at de usual
spot. when Perlyn came to me. asked me abt the prezzie. whether i've given
it. to him. replied wit a no. n den she was askin y i've not given it.
meanwhile, my fren, Aisyah has already sprang into action. wat a fast reaction.
passed me de prezzie. askin me pass it to him. like duh. im so pai sey to face
him already. wat more passin it to him. den Jacinda was fast too. she was
prepared to pass it to him. like wow. Farhana tagged along. well, seriously i
dunno wat happened at de parade square. but when i saw him holdin de prezzie.
i went like wow. tot tat was end of story.but gosh it continued. saw him walkin
towards de area. tat i was standin. my gosh. i walked away tryin to hide. got
stopped by my frens. but managed to hide in de councillors room. but not for long.
finally had to come up frm dere. den saw him. thank me for de present. haha.
we all were shy. cos i cud see he was abt to run away.hehe. tis time tot it was
de end of de wonderful show. but god. wat was abt to happen next. was such a surprised.
he was bein pushed by his frens. oh gosh. i stood rooted. to de ground man.
he said another thank u. n got teased by de ppl surroundin us. den, he
actually streched his hands. n offered a handshake. oh my gosh. tat was de best day.
superb surprisin. superbly wonderful. hehe.
but wait. everything tat happened. was it true. or was it juz a dream. how much
i hope its a dream. but it actually happened. ironically weird. its juz WEIRD. haha...
You were my eyes when i couldn't see,
you were my air when i couldn't breathe,
but you always knew what you meant to me,
(yeaah.ah,ah)
You were my strength when i was down,
and you made me humble when i wouldn't bow,
I held on to your promise that you'd be around,
(ah,ah...ah,ah)
Where were you when i was alright,
tell me, did you knew I was alright,
you, left me thinking I'd be alright,
wont you come back to me,
Ohhh..
It's crazy but i'm falling apart,
It's crazy how your leaving me scarred,
It's crazy girl wherever you are,
you stole, my heart
It's crazy but I'm going insane,
feeling lost confused and ashamed,
It's crazy, hope your feeling my pain,
you stole, my heart
(Stolen)
Just like a moment....
(Stolen)
you never owned it,
(Stolen)
you took away my heart,
I was feeling lost in my own world,
neglecting your needs only once girl,
If only we could try again once more,
ohhh..(Ohh..)
Now It's the same sad story that we all know,
how lovers make mistakes watch it all blow,
now i don't wanna be the one to let it all go.... nooo
[Chorus]
(Stolen)
Just like a moment....
(Stolen)
you never owned it,
(Stolen)
you took away my heart,
(ah,ah...ah,ah..)
No man can live without blood running through his veins,
(through his veins)
and it's hard to remember the summer now here is rain
I don't know how much longer that i can wait
It's a thin line... between love and hate,
Oh-whoa-whoaaaa...
It's crazy but i'm falling apart,
It's crazy how your leaving me scarred,
It's crazy girl wherever you are,
you stole, my heart
It's crazy but I'm going insane,
feeling lost confused and ashamed,
It's crazy, hope your feeling my pain,
you stole, my heart
(Stolen)
Just like a moment....
(Stolen)
you never owned it,
(Stolen)
you took away my heart,
(ah,ah...ah,ah..)
(Stolen)
Just like a moment....
(Stolen)
you never owned it,
(Stolen)
you took away my heart,
(ah,ah...ah,ah..)
its been quite awhile since i've updated my blog...wells, wat can i say...
life's has not been great..alot of unexpected turnouts so far... sometimes,
i realli feel like breakin down n cry..but i noe i shud be strong...
oh wells, today was cross-country...as usual, im always slacking around..
but i managed to finish faster den expected...tat was WOW mann....
sth tat i din achieved last yr...later, i was greeted by a news..tat i dunno
whether was good or bad...but i was kinda dissapointed after hearin the
news...i tot i would stand another chance to be in the exco of the students
counsillors..but unfortunately..it was Erdiah...she secured tat place instead..
well, maybe she deserved it more den me...but watever it is, it was sth tat
i had to swallow slowly..cos i've always wanted to be in the exco...i worked
hard for it n all...but i guessed she was juz better den me...HAIZ... thinking
back..i realised tat wat my sista said was rite..pple will not remember how
much u've helped but instead the mistakes u've done...now, i very much
believe wat she says...maybe bcos of tat small silly incident, ppl dont trust
me anymore...but i tink i deserve a second chance dont i... oh wells, i guess
i have to be glad for her...HAIZ...
after cross-country...when to junction 8 instead...ate at long john silver wit
Isaac, Ruiboon, Erdiah n Aisyah...well, i felt so odd sittin there cos 3 of them
were in the exco...i was juz a plain pathetic student counsillor...luckily, had
Aisyah there, so i din realli felt left-out... afterwards, we walked around the
place n Erdiah had to leave for Tan Tock Seng hospital...she had to visit her
grandma who was discharged today...so, sent her to the interchange n aisyah
n me continued walking around..while we were there, we saw Derrick... he was
workin there...i couldn't believe my eyes..i actually waved at him..n he smiled
back...oh wells, tat's it for now..i gotta study...
hahax...been gone for long ain't i??? aniwaes, been busy for the
past week...cos its juz the start of school...n tis week, my sista
got married...n well, i have to help out here n there...oh well, she
got married on thursday..n i came home frm school like at 5 +...
was damn tired n still had to help out...boring.. i ended up sleeping
while everyone was still cleaning up...the next day..i had CCA open
hse..n it was like i had to go to sch...n end late...i was like wth mann??
i wasn't involved in any CCA programme but had to be on duty instead..
and great..the whole thing was supposed to end like at 8...but instead it
ended at 8+...darn...n not only tat..we still have to do sai kang stuff...
like clearing up the rubbish or wadever shit...darn..im still tired after all
tis...n i still have a reception tmr....haiz..oh ya, someone was looking gd
on stage yesterday...he was smart...i got a snap of his pic..hahahaz... n
derrick, romano n alot more came by to see the band performance for
the cca open hse...derrick saw me..romano??? not sure...hahaahz...
aniwaes, i gtg n have a rest n my dear princess...i update liao hor...
so read lar k...lurve u n miss u so much....
today is the 1st day of the new year..2005...it marks the new
start of life journey...a whole new n different me...i wont be
the same as the gurl u all see in 2004...i'll be more matured
in thinking n my main aim is to juz do well in my studies...i
cant wait for sch to re-open soon...its gonna be fun man...
aniwaes,2005...im gnna start anew wit coiseng...we're gonna
be back as frens again...let bygone be bygone...tat's the way
mann...i try my best to focus myself on other things rather than
love tis year..cos im sick n tired of chasing after the guy i like..
so tis year, even if he's juz rite in front of me...im not goin to
bother...i'll juz wait till he comes to me...hhahahax...
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
its dedicated specially to tat person...i tink u noe
who u r...tis song is juz for u...cos u R my ONLY ONE...
no matter wat...i'll always be there for u...n maybe its
not fate yet for us to be together...but i'll still be there
to be ur shoulder to cry on....n even if it means we're juz
be frens...den i'll be there for u..as a concerned fren...
doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta toki ni toikakete
nagasugita yoru ni tabidachi wo yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete kodoku wo dakishimeta
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
LONELINESS YOUR SILENT WHISPER
FILLS A RIVER OF TEARS
THROUGH THE NIGHT
MEMORY YOU NEVER LET ME CRY
AND YOU, YOU NEVER SAID GOOD-BYE
SOMETIMES OUR TEARS BLINDED THE LOVE
WE LOST OUR DREAMS ALONG THE WAY
BUT I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D TRADE YOUR SOUL TO THE FATES
NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D LEAVE ME ALONE
TIME THROUGH THE RAIN HAS SET ME FREE
SANDS OF TIME WILL KEEP YOUR MEMORY
LOVE EVERLASTING FADES AWAY
ALIVE WITHIN YOUR BEATLESS HEART
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi wo aoi bara ni kaete
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata wo toiki wo kanjite
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
DRY YOUR TEARS WITH LOVE
If you could have told me everything
You would have found what love is
If you could have told me what was on your mind
I would have shown you the way
Someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
For now I will try to live for you and for me
I will try to live with love, with dreams,
and forever with tears
one of the best songs tat i like by tis band..X-JAPAN..
sadly, tis band was disband in 1997...i like tis song
cos it brings a special meanin to me...oso it was the
first song my brother introduced to me...juz notice
the last part...tat part means alot to me...
hmms...wish i could juz turn back the time...rite frm the beginning....
when i juz joined PAB...i shud have tell myself not to fall for anyone...
n i wouldn't land myself into tis whole thing....man..wish i could juz
not have feelings for anyone...n continue livin my life happily....i gave
up hope on coi seng cos i found a guy much better den him...but yet
i still wan coi seng's friendship..but it seems hard to get the friendship
tt has gone down the drain...well, now the guy tt i tot could give me a
simple love tt i've been wishing for...had to crush everything up...he
shattered my dreams...my hopes...n most importantly, he shattered tis
heart tt has been broken for the past whole year...y din i see it comin???
y din i see tt he likes sumone else...my gd fren...NOT me...how could i be
so DUMB not to see it through??? n the worst part..y muz he tell me tis
when i strongly believe tt i will continue likin him no matter wat...man..
HELLO!!!! ms ATIQA DEAR!!!! wake up... u're not as pretty as her..u're not
up to her standard...so he will NEVER like u....man..ATIQA...get a life....
get a FREAKIN life...gawd..i hate myself for being so DUMB... so STUPID...
so FREAKIN STUPID...wat a FOOL man...i can't even see tt he likes her????
issit true when u reali love sumone, u tend to onli be aware abt the one u
love??? u dun care abt other things happening...maybe its true....but den
again, maybe i will never ever fall in love..cos im sick n tired of caring abt
others tt dun even care....i need a break too....i wanna stop chasin after the
guy i like...n instead...i wish tt he will come up to me...one day...but when will tt
day be??? i will never noe...
if onli things were not as it is now...coi seng n me would still
be joking away...but now, things aren't the way they used to
be all bcos of a stoopid thing...not tat im hopin for anything
to happen after the confession..at least still acknowledge me
as a fren...tat's the best present i can get from u...instead, u
turned a cold shoulder towards me..n told me to wait till our
job is done n talk...i have been understandable enough to
wait patiently for tis day to come..but u go back on ur words
instead...all i wan is us to be back as frens...not more..not
less...is tat too much to ask for??? i hope not...im not of
standard to be someone special in ur life..n i din even ask for
tat..cos i noe who am i...im no match to the other gals tat
u like or likes u...but i tink, at least if u hate me...tell me
off nicely...wat have i done to deserve it??? have i ever
humiliated u??? have i ever did anything tat brought shame
to ur name??? or even to u??? i reali hope not...i dun get
it at all...why it seem so difficult to sit n talk to u???why
coi seng??? why???!!! i guess tis will be my final straw
trying to talk to u... i dun wan our friendship to be ruin
juz bcos of something small...i still wan u as a fren...so pls...
juz spare me a few moments so i can talk to u...i dun wan
anything for christmas....talking to u will be the greatest
present ever...pls coi seng.. i beg of u..pls....
