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Dec 8, 2004
LovE...LiKe...RejEcTioN...HeaRtbReaK...
im back frm my PAB...after so long... miss someone so badly...wish tat he
could tagged my board...but he's in australia...worst thing...i dun even noe
his name..anonymous...where are u???....hmms...it still the holiday period...
n im still busy helpin PAB...got to meet all sorts of ppl...gentlemen...siao kids...
heartbreakers...n etc... well, basicly, i gotta meet someone who managed to
capture my heart lahx...he's sweet but not reali sweet...not so good lookin but
looks dun play a big part to me...
wat is LOVE...all i know love is sth most ppl tot would be the same as Like...but
one thing's for sure...LOVE is something MORE PROFOUND than LIKE...when u
say the word Love, it gives a big meaning to it....some ppl...i learnt, tend to say
the word but not meaning at all....
LIKE...we tend to use like generally...we tend to
tell ppl "I LIKE U..."but if u reali tink abt it, like can mean alot of things...like as
frens..like as siblings n etc....
REJECTION....rejection is sth unavoidable in life....is part n parcel of life...u get
rejected frm the person u like or love cos they dun have feelings for u....not all
can take a simple rejection...but those who can..are those tat are strong...i duno
whether im already rejected by tat guy...after my confession...but all i know...life
stilll moves on..i tend to avoid him at first..but i tink again...wat's the use of avoidin..
i'll prove to him tat i can face up to reality...even if he has rejected me...
HEARTBREAK...when u get rejected, u tend to be heartbroken....even if tat person
tend to scold u or sth...ur heart will ache...not onli tat, seeing the one u like wit the
one he/she likes...will break ur heart lots...oh well, wat am i doin actually??? im
crapping alot sia...can't take it liao lahx...hahahx...gotta go..
Posted at 07:06 am by depressed_chic
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Nov 17, 2004
hmms...hu can u be??? r u reali the person im thinking of...i
hate to voice out the name tat has been playing in my head...
fear tat it mite not turn out the same...im sorry anonymous...
but i can give u some clues abt the person im thinking of...the
name contains 7 alphabet...starts wit the letter D n ends wit the
letter K...figure it out ya...anonymous...can i ask u a favour...
will u stop playing tis guessing game...its not getting anywhere...
im not good at guessing anyway...i reali hope u would reveal hu
u r soon...anonymous...frankly speaking, i dun call pple heartless
for nth...it sure gotta do sth wit wat they did...maybe the person did
sth to me tat was mean...can i ask u sth...have we ever argued b4...
wait...are we friends to begin wit???!!! the answers lie in ur hands...
i reali hope u wld answer those qns...anonymous...i dun take things
to heart...even if they did a mistake or we argued...i'll forgive n later
on forget abt wat has happened....every friendship means a lot to me...
coz everyone needs a friend...so, when u asked me whether or not u're
not worth my friendship...my answer is of coz...u're WORTH my friendship...
if there's sth tat u're keeping frm me...n wishes to vioce it out...juz go ahead
n voice it out k...im very open n friendly....hahahaz....
Posted at 07:25 am by depressed_chic
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Nov 16, 2004
Im sOo SoO iN loVe...LikE rEaL...
well, ever since i watched yesterday's show,Kuliah Cinta...acted by my
fave couple...Yusry n Erra...i fell in LOve wit the song...Jika Kau Tiada...
veri upbeat sia...makes me want to fall in love....ahhahah...but wit
who sia???!!!!hmm...will my crush develop into love eventually...maybe...
if it ever happens, i reali hope it will turn out fine....ok, back to reality now...
actually...im still thinking abt the anonymous person tat tagged my old blog...
now, tat person actually tagged tis blog...hmmm....cool...will u ever disclose
urself to me??? i wonder....n it got me thinking whether u are reali the person
tat im thinking of....the one tat i used to be kinda close to...are u the guy tat
i looked up to last time...the one tat i always say sorie to...can it reali be u???
i keep thinking n i always come to the conclusion tat u are tat person tat i used
to admire...oh gawd...u wont even gimme a damn clue abt u...is tis juz a prank
r u reali u????!!!!hmms....ok....let's get tis straight....anonymous...are u the guy
frm 4e2 who used to be the drum major????....are u????if u're not...den, PLZ PLZ
PLZ tell me...who u r????.......
Posted at 08:59 am by depressed_chic
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Nov 15, 2004
ok...boredom fillied the day todae...i din reali went out to do my visitings...
stayed at home practically the whole dae...except went to collect flowers
at hougang mall...no one came too...how wonderful and peaceful...haha..
ok, went online todae n found a veri weird email frm someone tat tagged
my old blog...i was kinda shocked and surprised...tat person claimed to
be anonymous...hmms...it reali keeps me thinking who...in my tagboard,
tat 'anonymous' wrote in " i noe u will find it rather weird and surprising
to c my tag in ur blog..but i would juz like to ask...do u rili tink im tt
heartless..."hmms...who can it be...in my mind, there's only one person
tat i can reali think of...can it be tat person tat im reali thinking of....
hmms....i wonder....
Posted at 07:56 am by depressed_chic
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Nov 9, 2004
freaking day sia...veri irritated today...got mad at my mum cos she can't
find my FREAKING pants!!! duno where on earth she kept it...argh!!!!! tat
was like still ok lar..den, went to PAB...gawd, it was like so boring there..
den, later in he afternoon, Coi Seng got so pissed off..it was the scariest
thing tat happened...he started to throw things around...instead of thrashin
at sumone...ok, den, everyone got back to work...i was like so worried tat
he ws gonna blow up...he looked as if he was abt to break down too...
den, went to macs wit him n michelle...it was nice..he cooled down already
lar...back at home...tat mum of mine couldn't stop naggging man...i am
like so annoyed at her already...gawd, have to control my temper...
i juz wan her to freaking shut up for once....can't she freaking do tat???!!!!
argh....irritating life....
Posted at 07:01 am by depressed_chic
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Nov 6, 2004
MoI's FavE MaLay SonG aT thE moMenT...
Misha Omar - PulAngkaN
Seharum bunga yang menggoda
Sekadar di pandang usah di puja
Kau pasti tak percaya
Kasihku bukan untukmu sayang
Tiada kusangka kau sungguh kejam
Kau rampas segalanya yang kau dendam
Namun takkan bahgia kehidupanmu
Bila bunyi bersatu
Kau milikku
Pulangkan cinta hatiku
Oh hentikanlah menghantuiku
Oh pulangkan oh pulangkanlah padaku
Kupulangkan kesan hidupmu
Yang dikau musnah tanpa relaku
Bebaskanlah maafkan daku oh kasih
Tiada kemaafan di sini
Kau ragut degupan hatiku ini
Akan kujejakimu ke mana jua
Hingga akhir masa sayang |
currently one of my favourite songs for the malay music...it has quite a deep
meaning to the song...n its taken off the soundtrack of Pontianak Harum Sundal
Malam...the show whereby a lady takes revenge on the man who stole everything
she had...quite good show...but kinda complicated too...
Posted at 08:30 am by depressed_chic
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Nov 5, 2004
"She Will Be Loved"
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye
well, i believed tat everyone will be loved...its juz a matter of time...
so, dun feel down if u can't feel being loved now...juz believe tat one day
u will be loved...
Posted at 07:41 am by depressed_chic
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Oct 24, 2004
AnoTheR SonG oF thE dAe...
Dambaan Pilu - Khai
Inikah yang harus kuterima
Dedaun nan layu
Berguguran jatuh disisiku
Adakah ruang
Walau bermesra untuk kali ini
Bersamamu
Biarlah hanya ku menatap
Wajahmu nan indah
Lepas kerinduan ini
Hanya kasih
Milik berdua
Dambaanku pilu
Perpisahan yang berlaku
Korus 1:
Tak sanggup bila meratapi
Hanya sayu diriku kehilanganmu ini
Andainya masa menentukan
Moga saat itu kau hadir hanya untukku
Korus 2:
Satu yang kupinta
Buatku kali terakhir
Sekiranya diriku masih dalam hatimu
Renunglah kembali
Jika ku masih disini
Biar bersemadi oh kasihmu ini
Yang tiada pengganti
one of the many newcomers in the malay music industry... alumnus of akademi fantasia...
has the potential to go far... but kinda lacking in the looks department... nevertheless, has a
manly voice that may appeal to a few... check out his debut cd... in stores now... but seriously,
dambaan pilu is still the best song so far lah...
Posted at 08:15 am by depressed_chic
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Oct 18, 2004
2 final days to end of EXAMS....
kinda bored..so decided to blog...its been a whlie since i blog...
but hey, im busy wid the preparations of exams k??...aniwaes,
anything new since im away??? hahaha...doubt there is..fasting month...
finally here...AT LAST...today's the 4th day of fasting for all the muslims...
everything's fine to me...exams fine too..SURPRISINGLY...haha...well, my
greatest fear has not ended yet...on wed is the killer paper...maths n sci..
so, we'll see whther i'll still have to mood to enjoy my holidays...hahaha..
most prob, of cos enjoy la...who cares abt the results..i know i tried my best...
aniwaes, hidayah's gonna get hitched again..tis time...to anwar..i guess...oh well,
maybe they make a perfect couple...hahaha..as if i care....oh well, gotta run...
need to prepare for my geog tml...chioaz...
Posted at 05:46 am by depressed_chic
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Oct 6, 2004
well..everything went smooth in sch todae...as usual, sch life was veri borin..
spent most of my time listening to the radio wid my partner todae...den, after sch, hang
around waiting for 'some' things to go away...haha...got a surprise again by veronica tellin
me a good news i would say...went to hougang point to study...AS USUAL...wid hidayah...to
do some revision...while we were there, we met 'some' people...argh...irritating people...
oh well, continued to study n den, met saiful...hidayah's ex...it was so terrible...he was wid
suzy...oh my!!!!...i think they're together....darn...todae, i saw saiful making two gals crying...
one, hidayah..n second was huda...gawd...wat's happening to tis world now???!!!! i can't
believe tat he's tat bad...well, exams round the corner...some its tml n some its on friday...
tis time, its time to revise at all speed....so, tat signals me to blog out now n concentrate on my
studies...adios...
its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday....
Posted at 05:16 am by depressed_chic
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